we are beasts!

oops, i sort of abandoned my blog for the convenience of tumblr. i don't post anything of substance on tumblr so maybe i should attempt to do so here.

i'm drinking this weird fruit juice that andy buys. i always shy away from healthy beverages but this stuff is surprisingly tasty. i can hear my mountain dew calling out to me, betrayed. also i'm trying to smoke less so i thought, one cigarette every three hours. easy, right? i decided this at 5 o'clock and i'm dying for a cigarette less than two hours later. i don't really smoke that much, maybe half a pack a day now. i think i just want to because i feel like i can't. hello self control, i'm lyndsey, nice to make your acquaintance.

well, that wasn't anything of substance. maybe next time.

i love you more than i can explain. happy birthday, baby.

wind in the wires

i've been working all day on this blog. i agonized over the perfect title (as i always do when it comes time to name something). i tried out each layout template in every possible colour combination before deciding that i liked the very first template in the preset colours best. and when i realized that i would likely be posting a lot of photos i managed to distract myself for at least an hour organizing my pictures.

when at last i wandered back to my shiny new blog and clicked on "new post," it occured to me for the first time that i didn't know what to say.